With ref to life

I feel life doesnt gives what we desire for , rather it gifts us the surprises which we have ever dreamed. I wished a life were i 'm the only princess , enjoying my own way with my beliefs and with the people who are a part of my life and my real self.  But it has not happened , i'm here to adjust with the circumstances and with the people related to me nomatter i'm unhappy inside . Its the reality and happens with almost all the people.

If God bless each of us ,with  the life we deam then everything wouldnt have to be same, may be we will not happy then and thus , we all take its as it comes to be the Gods gift decided for each one of us with respect to life.
A life - doesnt means existance only as its an experience which each of us go through from birth to death..
For me at the age of 30+ , i feel i have had enough and want to have my dream life to come true which has deprieved me of my real happiness. Tired of my hectic life but surprised of  my energy which God has gifted me and i'm on with my spirit to accept the life challenges and surprises . Is'nt it great to get on and on ... but not getting my enough time to devote to my passion of writting blogs.. Hope i shall continue the real story next edition shortly.thnks.